Music

Music is my life. I live eat breath dream and ... am...? music.
What is the point of this you ask?
The point, my dear readers, is that I am very saddened
And you wanna know what saddens me?
People always say how much they love music
And how they're obsessed with it and stuff
But they only listen to one specific thing
They don't even give other stuff a chance
Like, rappers always hating on rock
Or rockers always hating on psychadelia
Personally, I think there is good music in all genres
Yes, I'm even talking country
Name any genre (except dubstep, I still haven't gotten around to listening to it yet, I have been meaning to)
and I'm almost certain that I can name a band that I like from it
Country: Johnny Cash
Rap: Beastie Boys
Rock: The Beatles (duh, but some count them as pop :/ so-) Alice in Chains or the Doors
Grunge: Nirvana
Screamo: Escape the Fate (I've recently been really getting into them actually, It's Just Me is awesome)
Psychedelia: Jefferson Airplane
Go on, test me (I dare you)

Another thing that ticks me off is how some people get so technical about music
You can be an awesome guitarist, but be completely technical about it
But you wouldn't be the best guitarist
Jimi Hendrix was so great because it was emotion
Emotion is what truly makes music
Yes, of course you need knowledge of music too to be great
But music is truly built on emotion
I think you feel music more than you hear it to be honest
Call me crazy if you want

Anyways, that's all. My friends and I were talking about music earlier and they were shooting me crap about having a bipolar sense in music ... and everything else O.o but that's another topic (no, I'm not actually bipolar ... well I haven't been diagnosed for it so idk). We started gettting into these topics, at least they agreed music is emotion.

Quotes

I sort of kind of maybe have completely healthy, normal ... maybe not so good addiction to quotes
But hey! It's better than drugs, right?
Here's some of my favorites


Oh, and some I made up, some I don't know who made them


End discrimination, hate everyone
-Anonymous


Your fishy appears to have died of thirst. Have a band-aid and come back to see me in three weeks
-Pon & Zi


You only have one life to do whatever you want with. In 100 years, nobody will remember the stupid mistakes you made so make a fool of yourself while you still have the chance because if you spend all your life trying to be the cools kid around you will never be happy with yourself
-Anonymous


Laugh your heart out dance in the rain, cherish the moment, ignore the pain, live, laugh, love, forgive and forget, life's too short to live in regret
-Anonymous


Life is hard, that's a fact. Sometimes you got to take it, even if you don't want it. 
-Me


It's okay to laugh at me, I only look scary 
-Amy Lee


Is it goo if your vacuum really sucks?
-Anonymous


If barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
-Anonymous


Everytime I go to the doctors, I get a jacket, a straight one. It makes me feel special cause I get to hug myself
-Anonymous


Cracks in the concrete show that you fall apart, no matter how strong you are
-Anonymous


Hate me for who I am, don't love me for who I am not
-Anonymous


I used to have super powers, but my psychiatrist took them away
-Anonymous


I kind of hate people
-Anonymous


Wow your pants are tight ... so bonerific
-Anonymous .... :D This quote makes me giggle


Touch me and I swear I'll punch you in the nose, but at least try to kiss me
-Anonymous


Not that I care or anything, but what's up?
-Anonymous


Bitch - Slut - Cunt - Whore -Fucker - Douche -Tampon - Condom - I love you too Milena
-One of the many conversations like this between me and my best friend .... because we're just that special


Are you on my side where you want to be different, or you on they're side where you want to throw a football at my head
-Gerard Way <3 <3 <3 Yes, I am a screaming fan girl and I am not afraid to admit it 


I'm not psycho ... I just like psychotic things
-Gerard Way


We like to kidnap them in a van and leave them somewhere dangerous. SURPRISE!
-Gerard Way


Homophobia is gay
-Frank Iero <3 <3 <3


There's less violence in the world when people are using hula hoops
-Mikey Way <3 <3 <3


A friend is nothing but a known enemy
-Kurt Cobain R.I.P.


You get tough like me and you don't get hurt
-Dallas Winston, The Outsiders


So watch your head and watch the ground, it's a silly time to learn to swim when you start to drown
-Tegan Quin <3 If only I were a lesbian (which I'm not, I'm bi-curious)


Everyone loves you when you are six-foot in the ground
-John Lennon <3 <3 <3 R.I.P. .... Fuck you Mark Chapman 


I'm one of those regular weird people
-Janis Joplin <3 R.I.P. I love you like I love my best friend


A kiss with a fist is better than none
-Florence and the machine .... look up the song, it's my favorite by them, yes, even over The Dog Days are Over. Just because it's their single, doesn't make it the best
I'm sorry, my fault, I forgot you were and idiot
-Anonymous


Everything you just read has been brought to you by coca cola. Actually, not really, that stuff gives you cancer, bitch
-Anonymous

Followers...?

So apparently I have 4 followers. Which is pretty awesome ... But ironic. With my last blog I scrounged EVERYWHERE to try and get people to read my blog, and it never worked. Well, I got one follower, now that I don't even really care about my blog I've gotten four. Just wanted to say that I found all of this kind of funny.


Anyways ... Not much going on right
Actually that's a lie
I got a ton going on right now
I just don't feel like telling a bunch of online stalker people reading a 14 year old girl's blog
Seriously? Why are you reading this?
...
Stalker






Yeah, I should have mentioned I'm a bit paranoid

Sometimes I think there is something seriously wrong with me.
Why the hell do I do some of the things I do? Ir's just not normal
At least I don't think it is.
Even amongst my friends who are completely psychotic
I know it's normal to be angsty and have extreme changes in mood
But I don't know
I feel like something isn't right
Like my lows are extremely low
To the point where I've contemplated suicide many times
And my highs are reallly high
I make plans and say I want to do things that I know I could never do
I get anxiety really bad, every little thing stresses me out (like this stuff)
And I know I sound like I'm just complaining
And I probably am
But it's something that concerns me
Don't they always say that if something doesn't feel right
That it probably isn't?
Or something along those lines
Like you should just check it out
I don't know
Maybe I'm making things up
...
I just don't really know what to do

Hey people

So ... I deleted this blog. Then I (as in right now) have remade it. No one was reading it, I don't really care though. I just want a place to talk other than AP because some people DO actually read that. Anyways, I decided this will be where I put pictures and maybe some thoughts. I don't know. We'll just wait and see.