Sometimes I think there is something seriously wrong with me.
Why the hell do I do some of the things I do? Ir's just not normal
At least I don't think it is.
Even amongst my friends who are completely psychotic
I know it's normal to be angsty and have extreme changes in mood
But I don't know
I feel like something isn't right
Like my lows are extremely low
To the point where I've contemplated suicide many times
And my highs are reallly high
I make plans and say I want to do things that I know I could never do
I get anxiety really bad, every little thing stresses me out (like this stuff)
And I know I sound like I'm just complaining
And I probably am
But it's something that concerns me
Don't they always say that if something doesn't feel right
That it probably isn't?
Or something along those lines
Like you should just check it out
I don't know
Maybe I'm making things up
...
I just don't really know what to do
please enlarge your font. I really want to read your posts, but it is too small for anyone to read. (:
ReplyDeleteIs there anyone you can talk to about it? While a lot of it is being a teenager, and we we all go through it, if it's something that's concerning you it's important to let it all out!
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