Teen Angst

I feel like a spoiled brat
I hate being a teenager
So, so very much
Just a few seconds ago me and my mom got in a "disagreement" because I've had a tendancy to yell whenever we get in "disagreements"
Which is annoying, because she does to, but she's right
She's my mom and I shouldn't be yelling at her like I'm 5
But she was saying I'm doing it because I'm trying to get it to go my way
Which really annoys me cause it feels like she thinks she knows me better than I know myself, which is bullshit cause there's stuff I know for a fact she doesn't know about me
I am NOT doing it because I think it will get me what I want
I do it because she irritates me so much and I just don't know how to retaliate
I guess it just comes out in yelling
I'm Italian. And a redhead. I'm not just going to sitback while someone tells me what I'm doing is wrong
I know I shouldn't yell at her, and I want to say I can't help it but that'd be complete bull shit
I can help it if I really wanted to

Anyways, I was feeling like a spoiled brat because I kept thinking
"Oh, she doesn't get me. Oh, woah is me. Oh, my mom is a terrible mother" Which all of which except maybe the first one are not true whatsoever
It's just irritating -_-


Stupid teen angst