Well I'm going to start off with a w00t for yet another day full of nothing-ness
I seriously have hardly done anything this Summer
I'm supposed to be moving soon
But we haven't even started packing -_-
The biggest thing that happened is ... well I talk about it a lot
And of course I've been swimming
Also, I've gotten completely covered in bug bites. Delicious
And many many sun burns (Damn my ginger-skin)
I don't know if I've brought up how much of a klutz I am
But I'm a big klutz
And I know everyone says that
(Stupid Bella Swan made it popular -_- I was a klutz before Twilight)
But I've fallen up stairs
No joke, I actually fell up
I'm not quite sure how that's even possible o.O
I've also been standing in a pool - completely still - and fell
And fallen while laying down in my bed
No, not off the bed. I fell on the bed while in it ... again, not sure how that's possible
My point is, I am a klutz
I am also a freaing genius
I asked how much water we were supposed to give the plants (science experiment) when there were no plants involved whatsoever
Yeah ... I'm pretty smart
So I was at the pool today
Swimming (no, really?)
And I swimming underwater to the other side of the pool
Which (at least the direction I was swimming) isn't very long at all
Only a few feet
So I went underwater and I swam
Then opened my eyes to check how close to the wall I was
Cause I'm not a baby and I open my eyes in chlorinated water (oh?! What?! xP)
And I just saw white ... which is the color of the pool wall
But I kept swimming forward
Because apperently the water and wall look the same to me
And now I've got a big red-ish purple splotch on my forehead and nose
Way. To. Go.
Anyways, that's all I wanted to say
Hearts! <3
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Friday, July 29, 2011
W00t for favorites (Boredom sucks)
Guess what!
I'm bored :o Shocker
So I was looking around (trying to find stuff to make a character) and I found this list of favorites that (because I'm so very very bored) I'm going to answer
So bear with me :D
Clothing style: Punk I guess
Nail polish color: Red, black, or turqoise
Make up brand: Uh ... I don't have a specific brand
Make up item: Eyeliner :o
Stores: Hot topic -_- But I'm never able to go
Sport: Swimming, horseback riding, and climbing are the only sports I do. I'm to much of klutz for others
Clothing item: Shirts
Shape: Trapezoid :D
Number: 1,342,666 (and yes, this number has meaning)
Lip gloss: No preference, I'm not much of a make-up person other than eyeliner
Designer brand: Don't laugh at me, but I honestly don't know many brands
Sports team: Huskeys :D
Color: Black and red if you couldn't tell lol(I like turqoise too :D)
Breakfast item: Pancakes :D (so much better than waffles -_-)
Type of music: Rock, but I like a ton of other stuff too
Song: Tie between Demolition Lovers-MCR Blackbird-The Beatles and Dark Come Soon-Tegan & Sara
Magazine: I don't read magazines
Hair style: Bobbed :D
Shoe type: Sneakers (Preferably converse ... DC's are cool too)
Animal: PANDA :o I freaking love pandas
Transportation: Walking
Amusement park: Wild Waves :D
Summer color: Red
Fall color: Orange
Winter color: Blue (ice blue)
Spring color: Lime green
School subject: English (I like music too, but I don't take any music classes D:)
Talk show: I don't watch talk shows
Fruit: Mango
Vegetable: Peas
Candy: Butterfingers :O
Vacation spot: Seaside
Book: The Hunger Games or A Dog's Life
Eye color: Green (I want green eyes sooooo bad)
Hair color: Red (Of course :o I am a very proud redhead)
Hobby: Writing or playing geetar
Flower: Daisy or red rose
Girl name: Ivy or Jade
Boy name: Gerard or Xavier(I <3 Gerard Way)
Fairy tale: Ariel I guess (she was a redhead. And I was going to be named that ... so glad I wasn't)
Swimwear brand: There are brands for swimwear?
Holiday: Halloween
Flavors: Anything delicious ... ?
Scent: Apples - green apples specifically
Chips: Got to go with the original lays
Culture food: Italian ... DUH!
Month: October
Yepp, so those are my favorites :D I be special
I'm bored :o Shocker
So I was looking around (trying to find stuff to make a character) and I found this list of favorites that (because I'm so very very bored) I'm going to answer
So bear with me :D
Clothing style: Punk I guess
Nail polish color: Red, black, or turqoise
Make up brand: Uh ... I don't have a specific brand
Make up item: Eyeliner :o
Stores: Hot topic -_- But I'm never able to go
Sport: Swimming, horseback riding, and climbing are the only sports I do. I'm to much of klutz for others
Clothing item: Shirts
Shape: Trapezoid :D
Number: 1,342,666 (and yes, this number has meaning)
Lip gloss: No preference, I'm not much of a make-up person other than eyeliner
Designer brand: Don't laugh at me, but I honestly don't know many brands
Sports team: Huskeys :D
Color: Black and red if you couldn't tell lol(I like turqoise too :D)
Breakfast item: Pancakes :D (so much better than waffles -_-)
Type of music: Rock, but I like a ton of other stuff too
Song: Tie between Demolition Lovers-MCR Blackbird-The Beatles and Dark Come Soon-Tegan & Sara
Magazine: I don't read magazines
Hair style: Bobbed :D
Shoe type: Sneakers (Preferably converse ... DC's are cool too)
Animal: PANDA :o I freaking love pandas
Transportation: Walking
Amusement park: Wild Waves :D
Summer color: Red
Fall color: Orange
Winter color: Blue (ice blue)
Spring color: Lime green
School subject: English (I like music too, but I don't take any music classes D:)
Talk show: I don't watch talk shows
Fruit: Mango
Vegetable: Peas
Candy: Butterfingers :O
Vacation spot: Seaside
Book: The Hunger Games or A Dog's Life
Eye color: Green (I want green eyes sooooo bad)
Hair color: Red (Of course :o I am a very proud redhead)
Hobby: Writing or playing geetar
Flower: Daisy or red rose
Girl name: Ivy or Jade
Boy name: Gerard or Xavier(I <3 Gerard Way)
Fairy tale: Ariel I guess (she was a redhead. And I was going to be named that ... so glad I wasn't)
Swimwear brand: There are brands for swimwear?
Holiday: Halloween
Flavors: Anything delicious ... ?
Scent: Apples - green apples specifically
Chips: Got to go with the original lays
Culture food: Italian ... DUH!
Month: October
Yepp, so those are my favorites :D I be special
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Day 19-26
Day 19 - One of the best days of your life
Uh ... didn't you already ask that?
Day 20 - Your Grades/Report card
Yep, that's right. Contrary to popular belief, I am a good student. I do actually care about my grades, I might get a little sidetracked on occasion but I realize it is important for my future.
Day 21 - A picture of your cellphone
My ghetto phone :D It's at least somewhat better than my old one
Day 22 - Favorite CD that you own
All of them. None of them I got myself. hehe I'm special
Day 26 - A gift from your family
Again, see day 25. The watch, the gold bracelet and the silver, flowery-one are from family
Uh ... didn't you already ask that?
Day 20 - Your Grades/Report card
Day 21 - A picture of your cellphone
Day 22 - Favorite CD that you own
I love MCR so much :O You wouldn't even believe
Day 23 - A school picture
I don't have any on my computer so ... yeah
Day 24 - Favorite purchase ever made
See day 22. I freaking love my chemical romance O.O
Day 25 - A gift from your friend
Day 26 - A gift from your family
Again, see day 25. The watch, the gold bracelet and the silver, flowery-one are from family
That's right. I'm 75% mentally unstable
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting” you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle (and into one
)
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.
TOTAL: 6
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (I've choked on many things -_-)
TOTAL: 11
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (many times ... okay, maybe not all on accident)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 14
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking (I wish I could -_-)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.
TOTAL: 17
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally. (many many times)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important (I'm in desperate need of a life)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it (Went to school with a shirt inside out ... not on purpose)
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
TOTAL: 21
[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before (Yeah ... I'm a HUGE klutz)
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling (Again, I really need a life)
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means.
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin (Cause I'm just that special)
TOTAL: 30
Multiply it by four....AND...
I be 75% mentally unstable
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle (and into one
)[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.
TOTAL: 6
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (I've choked on many things -_-)
TOTAL: 11
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (many times ... okay, maybe not all on accident)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 14
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking (I wish I could -_-)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.
TOTAL: 17
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally. (many many times)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important (I'm in desperate need of a life)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it (Went to school with a shirt inside out ... not on purpose)
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
TOTAL: 21
[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before (Yeah ... I'm a HUGE klutz)
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling (Again, I really need a life)
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means.
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin (Cause I'm just that special
)TOTAL: 30
Multiply it by four....AND...
I be 75% mentally unstable
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Blessing in Disguise?
I've been thinking that maybe all my cliche'd boy trouble is actually a blessing in disguise
I mean, of course it still sucks and all
And I'm still really sad about it
But I've hardly thought about a lot of the other issues I deal with
Which has been really nice
I like not thinking about that all the time
It's definitely a good change of pace
I hate the situation
And I wish it would've worked out more (if only he were closer D:)
But it's better than other stuff I deal with
Anyways ... what else is new?
Well today I did basically the same thing I do everyday
I did some writing
About three poems I think
I don't think I'll put them on Allpoetry
There's too many people who read that
I get to have some friends over for the weekend (possibly)
Which is always fun
Yeah ... I'm pretty boring
So I think I'll go
Bye!
Hearts! <3
I mean, of course it still sucks and all
And I'm still really sad about it
But I've hardly thought about a lot of the other issues I deal with
Which has been really nice
I like not thinking about that all the time
It's definitely a good change of pace
I hate the situation
And I wish it would've worked out more (if only he were closer D:)
But it's better than other stuff I deal with
Well today I did basically the same thing I do everyday
I did some writing
About three poems I think
I don't think I'll put them on Allpoetry
There's too many people who read that
I get to have some friends over for the weekend (possibly)
Which is always fun
Yeah ... I'm pretty boring
So I think I'll go
Bye!
Hearts! <3
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Day 16-18
Day 16 - Something Embarassing in your room
Yeah ... I used to be obsessed with Twilight -_- I find it very embarassing
Day 17 - Your pet(s)
My baby girl, Clea. I lovers her so much. <3
Day 18 - Your favorite outfit
I'm not taking a picture of it cause I ish too lazy.It's my MCR (SIGNED!!!!) t-shirt, my ripped up skinny jeans, and my black converse high tops.
Day 17 - Your pet(s)
Day 18 - Your favorite outfit
I'm not taking a picture of it cause I ish too lazy.It's my MCR (SIGNED!!!!) t-shirt, my ripped up skinny jeans, and my black converse high tops.
Monday, July 25, 2011
SLC Punk
For those of you who don't know, SLC Punk is a 90s movie
It's about these two punks (during the 80s), mostly about Stevo
It's just really ... I really like it
Overall it's kind of ... weird. And in the begining it's funny
But it has a lot of depth to it
I'm bringing this up because I was just rewatching it today
And I remembered how much I love this movie
And I definitely recommend it
So ... yeah I think that's all
It's about these two punks (during the 80s), mostly about Stevo
It's just really ... I really like it
Overall it's kind of ... weird. And in the begining it's funny
But it has a lot of depth to it
I'm bringing this up because I was just rewatching it today
And I remembered how much I love this movie
And I definitely recommend it
So ... yeah I think that's all
I'm going to spam you :D
That's right
I'm going to spam you
Because my friend, Ivy (yes, her name is Ivy as well. Except that's really her name, not a nickname like moi)
And her friend Mimi made a blog
And she's trying to get more readers
It's for a noble cause
She wants to be a psychiatrist when she is older, so she made a blog called teens4teens (the web address is 1teenn4teens.blogspot.com)
The title pretty much implies it all
So can you humor me? Pleasssssssssssssssssssse?
(Because you love me oh so much)
I understand if you don't
But it'd be pretty awesome if you did :D
Hearts <3
I'm going to spam you
Because my friend, Ivy (yes, her name is Ivy as well. Except that's really her name, not a nickname like moi)
And her friend Mimi made a blog
And she's trying to get more readers
It's for a noble cause
She wants to be a psychiatrist when she is older, so she made a blog called teens4teens (the web address is 1teenn4teens.blogspot.com)
The title pretty much implies it all
So can you humor me? Pleasssssssssssssssssssse?
(Because you love me oh so much)
I understand if you don't
But it'd be pretty awesome if you did :D
Hearts <3
Just ... Yeah, I lied
Yeah ... I lied about next post being happy
So here's a random playlist so I don't get to ... annoying
And yes, it does have significant value, but that is a secret
So *hush hush*
Run - Snow Patrol
Hey there Delilah - Plain White T's
Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Cath - Death Cab fo Cutie
Is there a Ghost - Band of Horses
The Funeral - Band of Horses
Piano Man - Billy Joel
What if We Could - Blue October
She's my Ride Home - Blue October
Give me a Sign - Breaking Benjamin
Into the Nothing - Breaking Benjamin
Yellow - Coldplay
Speed of sound - Coldplay
Let go - Frou Frou
Use Somebody - Kings of Leon
Thistle & Weeds - Mumford & Sons
The End. - My Chemical Romance
This is how I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
Desert Song - My Chemical Romance
Scars - Papa Roach
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Landslide - Stevie Nicks
Stand in the Rain - (S)uperchick
You know when you listen to a song
And it just seems to fit your current emotion and thought process
So. Perfectly. ?
Yeah, What if we Could by Blue October came on and I kept thinking
Exactly, completely, indefinitely.
And just because I'm a nut for lyrics, here are the lyrics to it :D
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
2, 3, 4...
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
What if we could?
Where would we go?
If it felt right
Would you want me to know
I would meet you
Would you meet me
It's like a last chance
For a first dance
You're a sunrise
Can't somehow exist
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
A superstar in my eyes
In my eyes
Look in my eyes
Just look in my eyes
My eyes
My eyes!!!
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
God I would
God I would
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I would meet you
I would meet you
I would meet you
And this song is just because it is ...
It's so perfect
And it makes me so sad for ... reasons
But I love it for ... reasons
Actually, there's only one reason. And it's the same reason
This song actually kind of fits well with What if We Could
Which I think is pretty awesome
So ... here are the lyrics to Run by Snow Patrol
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easy way
To get out of our little heads
Hush Hush my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
To be completely honest ... I never thought I'd cry about a guy.
This is why I've always distanced myself
Why is it not a surprise that as soon as I let my guard down
It comes back to bite me?
It makes me feel like such a god damn cliche -_-
*Exuse my French* I fucking hate cliches
But that's really all it was I guess
-_- I thought I was done complaining about this, but I guess not
I know. I suck. I'm very aware of my major suckage at the moment
I'll get out of this soon
I'll move on and stop being such a cliche
And stop being such a girl
I really thought that we would actually be able to make it work
Obviously I was wrong
So here's a random playlist so I don't get to ... annoying
And yes, it does have significant value, but that is a secret
So *hush hush*
Run - Snow Patrol
Hey there Delilah - Plain White T's
Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Cath - Death Cab fo Cutie
Is there a Ghost - Band of Horses
The Funeral - Band of Horses
Piano Man - Billy Joel
What if We Could - Blue October
She's my Ride Home - Blue October
Give me a Sign - Breaking Benjamin
Into the Nothing - Breaking Benjamin
Yellow - Coldplay
Speed of sound - Coldplay
Let go - Frou Frou
Use Somebody - Kings of Leon
Thistle & Weeds - Mumford & Sons
The End. - My Chemical Romance
This is how I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
Desert Song - My Chemical Romance
Scars - Papa Roach
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Landslide - Stevie Nicks
Stand in the Rain - (S)uperchick
You know when you listen to a song
And it just seems to fit your current emotion and thought process
So. Perfectly. ?
Yeah, What if we Could by Blue October came on and I kept thinking
Exactly, completely, indefinitely.
And just because I'm a nut for lyrics, here are the lyrics to it :D
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
2, 3, 4...
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
What if we could?
Where would we go?
If it felt right
Would you want me to know
I would meet you
Would you meet me
It's like a last chance
For a first dance
You're a sunrise
Can't somehow exist
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
A superstar in my eyes
In my eyes
Look in my eyes
Just look in my eyes
My eyes
My eyes!!!
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
God I would
God I would
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I would meet you
I would meet you
I would meet you
And this song is just because it is ...
It's so perfect
And it makes me so sad for ... reasons
But I love it for ... reasons
Actually, there's only one reason. And it's the same reason
This song actually kind of fits well with What if We Could
Which I think is pretty awesome
So ... here are the lyrics to Run by Snow Patrol
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easy way
To get out of our little heads
Hush Hush my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
To be completely honest ... I never thought I'd cry about a guy.
This is why I've always distanced myself
Why is it not a surprise that as soon as I let my guard down
It comes back to bite me?
*Exuse my French* I fucking hate cliches
But that's really all it was I guess
-_- I thought I was done complaining about this, but I guess not
I know. I suck. I'm very aware of my major suckage at the moment
I'll get out of this soon
I'll move on and stop being such a cliche
And stop being such a girl
I really thought that we would actually be able to make it work
Obviously I was wrong
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Sorry Guys
Truly and honestly I am
I'm sorry that everytime I blog I'm in a bad mood (like right now)
I truly, honestly, swear on my life, am sorry
But suck it up and deal with my complaining
I don't know why I feel so down right now
It's almost like when I was little ... well I wasn't that little
And while I was in bed trying to go to sleep
I would start thinking about the apocolypse of natural disasters and I wouldn't be able to sleep
It was like clockwork
It's like that now
I can't sleep
I can't think
It's like clockwork
I'm 12 all over again
Except instead of being scared I'm sad or angry
But I'm probably just being a teenager
Best years of our lives my ass
I don't know where the adults get the idea that these are the best years of our lives
Cause I'm having a pretty shitty time to be completely honest
School sucks
Friends suck
Parents suck
And situations ... which I don't feel comfortable plunging into ... completely suck
It's all just a big ball of suck
And I hate it
And I wish it would just go away *stereotypical pout ie: crossed arms, pout lips, sad eyes*
I'm sorry guys
Next post I promise I'll be
Idk ... funny or something
Well actually the next post will be a photo challenge
So ... after that
Hearts <3
I'm sorry that everytime I blog I'm in a bad mood (like right now)
I truly, honestly, swear on my life, am sorry
But suck it up and deal with my complaining
I don't know why I feel so down right now
It's almost like when I was little ... well I wasn't that little
And while I was in bed trying to go to sleep
I would start thinking about the apocolypse of natural disasters and I wouldn't be able to sleep
It was like clockwork
It's like that now
I can't sleep
I can't think
It's like clockwork
I'm 12 all over again
Except instead of being scared I'm sad or angry
But I'm probably just being a teenager
Best years of our lives my ass
I don't know where the adults get the idea that these are the best years of our lives
Cause I'm having a pretty shitty time to be completely honest
School sucks
Friends suck
Parents suck
And situations ... which I don't feel comfortable plunging into ... completely suck
It's all just a big ball of suck
And I hate it
And I wish it would just go away *stereotypical pout ie: crossed arms, pout lips, sad eyes*
I'm sorry guys
Next post I promise I'll be
Idk ... funny or something
Well actually the next post will be a photo challenge
So ... after that
Hearts <3
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
What's the best thing to do late at night?
It's like ... 1 where I am
Not too late, but you know
I'm waiting for my movie to finish downloading from itunes so I can watch it
And so I'm sitting around and I turn on my iPod
Go to Pandora (best site ever ... I've got it's app. Cause I'm jsut that boss)
And I decide to look up my very Aria music
That being Starfucker, The Ruby Suns, Of Montreal, Empire of the Suns
I get bored
I listen to electronic-indie music
Cause I'm just that cool
Anyways, that's all
Hearts! <3
Not too late, but you know
I'm waiting for my movie to finish downloading from itunes so I can watch it
And so I'm sitting around and I turn on my iPod
Go to Pandora (best site ever ... I've got it's app. Cause I'm jsut that boss)
And I decide to look up my very Aria music
That being Starfucker, The Ruby Suns, Of Montreal, Empire of the Suns
I get bored
I listen to electronic-indie music
Cause I'm just that cool
Anyways, that's all
Hearts! <3
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Random Q and A
I'm bored. So I decided to make a random Q and A (As the name implies). Feel free to ask away if your curious :D
1. What is your favorite color? Turqoise, black, and red
2. What is your favorite movie? Pump up the volume, SLC Punk, Moulin Rouge, Rent, Chicago - but if you asked me about my favorite horror movie, it would have to be Scream and Nightmare on Elm Street
3. What is your favorite drink? Sobe, orange carrot specifically. But rootbeer is my second favorite
4. What is your favorite food? Pasta chiche, homemade of course
5. Who are you in love with? No one ... I just really really like someone. And he knows it. And I've brought it up on here multiple times.
6. Are you wearing socks right now? No I am not. I am barefoot :D
7. Last food that you ate? Lays chips ... Don't sue me! xD
8. What is your favorite animal? I. Freaking. Love. PANDAS!!!
9. Do you miss anyone right now? Yes, two people. My best friend, Milena (Who is coming over later today ^_^ happiness) and Terence ... that's my ex btw, I've brought him up (many times I know, sorry guys) but I don't think I've actually said his name.
10. Next trip your going to take? I'm probably going back to Seaside (Orgeon) again before school starts. Oh! That reminds me I need to put up pictures of my last trip there - it was a few weeks ago
11. Do you have a tan? I don't tan, I burn. So, no
12. What are you listening to right now? Run by Snow Patrol ... This song makes me so sad D: It reminds me of ... things
13. Are you supersticous? I would have skipped 13 if I was. I love black cats. 13 is my favorite number, I break things all the time - mirrors being one of those things. So no I am not
14. Do you collect anything? I used to collect rocks when I was young
15. What does your last text message say? Lol. Love those questions ... Haha I was talking to my friend Emily about this exact post that I'm wroting
16. Do you like hot sauce? No ... haha but I like waffles ... xD I'll love you forever if you get that
17. Last time you took a shower? A few minutes ago actually haha
18. What is your heritage? I'm Italian, Irish, Hungarian, and lots of other stuff
19. Are you rich? Hardly
20. What were you doing at 12 am last night? I was watching 30 rock :D
21. What's your favorite way to do your hair? Down, I straighten the front bit (I have a bob)
22. What is your favorite tv show? South Park probably
23. What is your favorite place to buy clothes? Platos Closet or Hot Topic
24. What is your favorite icecream? Vanilla - I like the classics
25. What is your favorite halloween costume? I loved being a zombie - it was also really fun to be a vampire
26. What is your favorite holiday? Halloween, then 4th of July, and then Christmas
27. Do you go to church? I do not, but I believe in God
28. Do you where contacts or glasses? I wear glasses, I'm going to get contacts soon though
29. Do you dye your hair? Yes, it's naturally red, but I download the tips random colors. Right now it's bluish-green, it's going to be purple
30. How often do you wear make-up? I wear it whenever I go out, not all the time for school. Usually just eyeliner, sometimes lipgloss
31. Describe yourself in 3 words? Weird, artistic, eccentric
32. What 3 smells could you not live without? Green apple, rain, and snow (Yes, snow does have a smell!)
33. Do you wear jewelry? Yeah, I wear bracelets and a necklace, other than that not really
34. What car would you buy if you could? To be honest, a VW Bus, I'm a hippie chick at heart
35. Do you get easily embarassed? Not really. Live a day with my mother. You'd be surprised how much I can take
36. Are you a good speller? Yes. I'm usually pretty good, I want to be a writer, so I've got to have a pretty good vocabulary
37. What creatures are you scared of? None, I don't like spiders, but I'm not scared of them
38. What is something that makes you cringe? Styrofoam against styrofoam
39. Would you rather be blind or deaf? Blind, I would never give up music
40. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? I like to take pictures
41. Do you easily wake up? Yeah, I'm tired and stuff, but I don't really need anything. I like to have coffee
42. Are you doing anything fun today? Yesh :D Milena is coming over
43.Would you rather be really cold or really hot? Really cold - heat aggravates me
44. Have you ever dated someone you regretted dating? Yes, most of the people I dated I regretted
45. Do you feel younger or older than your current age? Older
46. What kid show do you like? Spongebob!
47. What was your favorite book as a kid? Harry Potter
48. What do you look for in a friend? Honest, has a good sense of humor, and can be serious
49. What is your mom's name? Alethia - she goes by Lee
50. Weirdest talent? This sounds a lot weirder then it's meant to ... but I can do weird stuff with my tongue
Hearts <3 - Ivy
1. What is your favorite color? Turqoise, black, and red
2. What is your favorite movie? Pump up the volume, SLC Punk, Moulin Rouge, Rent, Chicago - but if you asked me about my favorite horror movie, it would have to be Scream and Nightmare on Elm Street
3. What is your favorite drink? Sobe, orange carrot specifically. But rootbeer is my second favorite
4. What is your favorite food? Pasta chiche, homemade of course
5. Who are you in love with? No one ... I just really really like someone. And he knows it. And I've brought it up on here multiple times.
6. Are you wearing socks right now? No I am not. I am barefoot :D
7. Last food that you ate? Lays chips ... Don't sue me! xD
8. What is your favorite animal? I. Freaking. Love. PANDAS!!!
9. Do you miss anyone right now? Yes, two people. My best friend, Milena (Who is coming over later today ^_^ happiness) and Terence ... that's my ex btw, I've brought him up (many times I know, sorry guys) but I don't think I've actually said his name.
10. Next trip your going to take? I'm probably going back to Seaside (Orgeon) again before school starts. Oh! That reminds me I need to put up pictures of my last trip there - it was a few weeks ago
11. Do you have a tan? I don't tan, I burn. So, no
12. What are you listening to right now? Run by Snow Patrol ... This song makes me so sad D: It reminds me of ... things
13. Are you supersticous? I would have skipped 13 if I was. I love black cats. 13 is my favorite number, I break things all the time - mirrors being one of those things. So no I am not
14. Do you collect anything? I used to collect rocks when I was young
15. What does your last text message say? Lol. Love those questions ... Haha I was talking to my friend Emily about this exact post that I'm wroting
16. Do you like hot sauce? No ... haha but I like waffles ... xD I'll love you forever if you get that
17. Last time you took a shower? A few minutes ago actually haha
18. What is your heritage? I'm Italian, Irish, Hungarian, and lots of other stuff
19. Are you rich? Hardly
20. What were you doing at 12 am last night? I was watching 30 rock :D
21. What's your favorite way to do your hair? Down, I straighten the front bit (I have a bob)
22. What is your favorite tv show? South Park probably
23. What is your favorite place to buy clothes? Platos Closet or Hot Topic
24. What is your favorite icecream? Vanilla - I like the classics
25. What is your favorite halloween costume? I loved being a zombie - it was also really fun to be a vampire
26. What is your favorite holiday? Halloween, then 4th of July, and then Christmas
27. Do you go to church? I do not, but I believe in God
28. Do you where contacts or glasses? I wear glasses, I'm going to get contacts soon though
29. Do you dye your hair? Yes, it's naturally red, but I download the tips random colors. Right now it's bluish-green, it's going to be purple
30. How often do you wear make-up? I wear it whenever I go out, not all the time for school. Usually just eyeliner, sometimes lipgloss
31. Describe yourself in 3 words? Weird, artistic, eccentric
32. What 3 smells could you not live without? Green apple, rain, and snow (Yes, snow does have a smell!)
33. Do you wear jewelry? Yeah, I wear bracelets and a necklace, other than that not really
34. What car would you buy if you could? To be honest, a VW Bus, I'm a hippie chick at heart
35. Do you get easily embarassed? Not really. Live a day with my mother. You'd be surprised how much I can take
36. Are you a good speller? Yes. I'm usually pretty good, I want to be a writer, so I've got to have a pretty good vocabulary
37. What creatures are you scared of? None, I don't like spiders, but I'm not scared of them
38. What is something that makes you cringe? Styrofoam against styrofoam
39. Would you rather be blind or deaf? Blind, I would never give up music
40. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? I like to take pictures
41. Do you easily wake up? Yeah, I'm tired and stuff, but I don't really need anything. I like to have coffee
42. Are you doing anything fun today? Yesh :D Milena is coming over
43.Would you rather be really cold or really hot? Really cold - heat aggravates me
44. Have you ever dated someone you regretted dating? Yes, most of the people I dated I regretted
45. Do you feel younger or older than your current age? Older
46. What kid show do you like? Spongebob!
47. What was your favorite book as a kid? Harry Potter
48. What do you look for in a friend? Honest, has a good sense of humor, and can be serious
49. What is your mom's name? Alethia - she goes by Lee
50. Weirdest talent? This sounds a lot weirder then it's meant to ... but I can do weird stuff with my tongue
Hearts <3 - Ivy
Friday, July 15, 2011
Photo Challenge Day 11-15
Day 11 - A prized possesion
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Yeah, that's right. Fable. I am a nerd. And the 2nd one is the best. Screw you if you think otherwise
Day 14 - Something you hate
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My signed My Chemical Romance shirt. The squiggly on Ray's forehead? Yeah, that's Frank's signature \m/-_- rock on
Day 13 - Favorite game
Day 14 - Something you hate
I really hate that little poser, wimpy, wannabe, I'd call him a boy, but I'm not quite sure. I heard that he said he thought he was the new Kurt Cobain. Does he even know who Kurt Cobain is???? I seriously hate him. Many people say they do, but I honestly despise that little punk. (Yes, I realize her is older than me)
Day 15 - Your childhood home
I don't have any pictures of my childhood house. So ... Yeah
Sad Face
-_- The whole break up thing is bugging me more than I thought it would
With every other relationship that ended
I was totally fine
I actually wanted them to end
But I'm really sad about this
And I don't now why
And I still really like him
...
Sorry I'm complaining so much
And that I always complain a lot
I just don't really know where else to do it
...
Anyways, that's all. I know I already complained about it yesterday
I just can't get it out of my head
Hearts <3 - Ivy
With every other relationship that ended
I was totally fine
I actually wanted them to end
But I'm really sad about this
And I don't now why
And I still really like him
...
Sorry I'm complaining so much
And that I always complain a lot
I just don't really know where else to do it
...
Anyways, that's all. I know I already complained about it yesterday
I just can't get it out of my head
Hearts <3 - Ivy
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Complications
I have officially decided that it is physically impossible for me to keep a boyfriend for more than a month.
Obviously you should know where I'm going with this
Yes, I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 weeks (I almost made it to a month)
Mostly because he lives on the other side of the state
So I never see him
Plus, I decided that I have to much crap to handle
And adding a boyfriend to the mix only makes it more difficult
So yeah ... we made a unanimous decision to be just friends
(Though we both still really like eachother ... )
But ... yeah. I just needed to talk about it
Hearts - Ivy
Obviously you should know where I'm going with this
Yes, I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 weeks (I almost made it to a month)
Mostly because he lives on the other side of the state
So I never see him
Plus, I decided that I have to much crap to handle
And adding a boyfriend to the mix only makes it more difficult
So yeah ... we made a unanimous decision to be just friends
(Though we both still really like eachother ... )
But ... yeah. I just needed to talk about it
Hearts - Ivy
I think I have some mental issues -_-
So I found a personality disorder test online
And because I was bored, curious, and always think I have some form of mental illness, I took it (If you want to take it, the link is http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv )
These were the questions they asked (I am not putting in my personal responses since I'm going to show you the results anyway)
What sex are you?
Do you believe you have more difficulty with relationships than the average person your age?
Do you have difficulty trusting people?
Do you tend to avoid social relationships?
Do you prefer to be alone rather than in the company of others?
If you answered yes to the previous question, is it because you feel very anxious in social situations, or..
..because you are suspicious of their motives?
Do you find yourself unaffected by praise or criticism?
Do you see people who get taken advantage of as being weak and deserving of being used?
Do you feel a yearning for acceptance among your peers?
Do you have a difficult time relating to others?
Do you believe you have special extrasensory abilities (ability to "sense" a person's presence, for example)?
Do you often find that your emotions are inappropriate for a given situation?
Are you plagued by suspicions that other people, including loved ones, may be doing things behind your back that will end up hurting you?
Do others see you as being cold and distant?
Do you tend to choose jobs that are below your skill level?
Do you find it hard to concentrate on one thing for a long time?
Is your appearance or behavior considered "eccentric" by other people?
Have other people accused you of being cruel to animals or people?
Do you take actions without thinking about the consequences?
Do you sometimes profit at the expense of others, without being bothered by the pain or damage you may cause them?
Do you consider your needs to be more important to you than the needs of others?
Do your moods fluctuate a lot?
Are you prone to bouts of anger?
Do you often feel like people are saying negative things about you behind your back?
Do you often see things in black and white terms? In other words, something either is or it isn't, with no gray area inbetween.
Are you often uninterested in the feelings of others?
When you are talking to someone, do they sometimes have difficulty following your train of thought?
Are you quick to anger when your expectations are not met?
Do you intentionally injure yourself, for instance by cutting yourself or taking too many pills?
Do consider yourself having a strong love for approval and praise?
Do other people accuse you of being manipulative?
Have you had recurrent thoughts of suicide?
If you answered yes to the previous question, do you tend to have these suicidal thoughts during and after a break-up with someone?
Do you tend to be critical of loved ones, sometimes holding them to higher standards than you hold yourself to?
Are you very afraid of being alone?
Are you focused on order and perfection?
Do you feel that you are depressed a lot?
Do you always feel the need to have a story to tell?
Have you ever been in jail or done something that you could be put in jail for?
Do other people accuse you of being self-centered?
Do you occasionally or often dress or act provocatively to gain attention?
Do you have a big fear of rejection (of any kind, not just romantic)?
Do you often second-guess yourself?
Do you find yourself exaggerating your achievements to win the respect of others?
Do you frequently alternate between feelings of high self-worth and self-disappointment?
Do you tend to lie a lot?
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are deserving of praise?
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are self-sufficient?
Do you often feel uncomfortable in social situations?
Does your concern for doing everything "right" interfere with your productivity?
Do you have trouble not taking criticism personally?
Do you feel the need to always be in a relationship?
Are you quiet in social situations, often out of fear of saying something stupid?
Are you often critical of weakness in others, particularly classmates or coworkers?
Do you exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations in order to convince yourself not to try out new activities?
Do you yearn for intimate relationships yet feel that you are too socially inept to obtain them?
Do you ever steal things from stores or people's houses?
Do you suffer from low confidence?
Have you ever exaggerated illness or other weakness in order to get attention?
Do you have an intense fear of separation from those you love?
Have others accused you of being arrogant?
Do you avoid working in teams because you are convinced that others are too careless and will not work to your standards?
Do you often let others make important decisions for you?
Do you have intense feelings of inadequacy and helplessness?
Do you often get stuck on the details while missing the larger picture?
Are you very concerned with your appearance and how others perceive you?
Do others accuse you of being rigid or stubborn?
Do you have a hard time throwing things away, even if they are old and worn out?
Do you engage in any obsessive or compulsive behavior?
Were your parents cold and distant or treated you negatively when you were growing up?
And this is what I got on it ... (I put links about the disorders right next to them)
Paranoid: Moderate - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html
Schizoid: Low - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html
Schizotypal: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html
Antisocial: High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html
Borderline: Very High -
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/borderline.html
Histrionic: Low - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/histrionic.html
Narcissistic: Moderate -
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html
Avoidant: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/avoidant.html
Dependent: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/dependent.html
Obsessive-Compulsive: High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/ocd.html
Is it even possible to have this many issues? With some of them being very contradictory to the others? Obviously this isn't a set in stone disagnosis, but it's the chances that I have these issues. Maybe I'm just be a hypochondriac ... as always. I just want to talk to a professional about it. To figure out if I really DO have any of these disorders. I don't know. I'm probably just being paranoid about it.
Anyways ... that's all. I think you peoples should take the test. You know, check to make sure it's not just me who gets all these.
Hearts! <3
-Ivy
And because I was bored, curious, and always think I have some form of mental illness, I took it (If you want to take it, the link is http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv )
These were the questions they asked (I am not putting in my personal responses since I'm going to show you the results anyway)
What sex are you?
Do you believe you have more difficulty with relationships than the average person your age?
Do you have difficulty trusting people?
Do you tend to avoid social relationships?
Do you prefer to be alone rather than in the company of others?
If you answered yes to the previous question, is it because you feel very anxious in social situations, or..
..because you are suspicious of their motives?
Do you find yourself unaffected by praise or criticism?
Do you see people who get taken advantage of as being weak and deserving of being used?
Do you feel a yearning for acceptance among your peers?
Do you have a difficult time relating to others?
Do you believe you have special extrasensory abilities (ability to "sense" a person's presence, for example)?
Do you often find that your emotions are inappropriate for a given situation?
Are you plagued by suspicions that other people, including loved ones, may be doing things behind your back that will end up hurting you?
Do others see you as being cold and distant?
Do you tend to choose jobs that are below your skill level?
Do you find it hard to concentrate on one thing for a long time?
Is your appearance or behavior considered "eccentric" by other people?
Have other people accused you of being cruel to animals or people?
Do you take actions without thinking about the consequences?
Do you sometimes profit at the expense of others, without being bothered by the pain or damage you may cause them?
Do you consider your needs to be more important to you than the needs of others?
Do your moods fluctuate a lot?
Are you prone to bouts of anger?
Do you often feel like people are saying negative things about you behind your back?
Do you often see things in black and white terms? In other words, something either is or it isn't, with no gray area inbetween.
Are you often uninterested in the feelings of others?
When you are talking to someone, do they sometimes have difficulty following your train of thought?
Are you quick to anger when your expectations are not met?
Do you intentionally injure yourself, for instance by cutting yourself or taking too many pills?
Do consider yourself having a strong love for approval and praise?
Do other people accuse you of being manipulative?
Have you had recurrent thoughts of suicide?
If you answered yes to the previous question, do you tend to have these suicidal thoughts during and after a break-up with someone?
Do you tend to be critical of loved ones, sometimes holding them to higher standards than you hold yourself to?
Are you very afraid of being alone?
Are you focused on order and perfection?
Do you feel that you are depressed a lot?
Do you always feel the need to have a story to tell?
Have you ever been in jail or done something that you could be put in jail for?
Do other people accuse you of being self-centered?
Do you occasionally or often dress or act provocatively to gain attention?
Do you have a big fear of rejection (of any kind, not just romantic)?
Do you often second-guess yourself?
Do you find yourself exaggerating your achievements to win the respect of others?
Do you frequently alternate between feelings of high self-worth and self-disappointment?
Do you tend to lie a lot?
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are deserving of praise?
Do you frequently reassure yourself that you are self-sufficient?
Do you often feel uncomfortable in social situations?
Does your concern for doing everything "right" interfere with your productivity?
Do you have trouble not taking criticism personally?
Do you feel the need to always be in a relationship?
Are you quiet in social situations, often out of fear of saying something stupid?
Are you often critical of weakness in others, particularly classmates or coworkers?
Do you exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations in order to convince yourself not to try out new activities?
Do you yearn for intimate relationships yet feel that you are too socially inept to obtain them?
Do you ever steal things from stores or people's houses?
Do you suffer from low confidence?
Have you ever exaggerated illness or other weakness in order to get attention?
Do you have an intense fear of separation from those you love?
Have others accused you of being arrogant?
Do you avoid working in teams because you are convinced that others are too careless and will not work to your standards?
Do you often let others make important decisions for you?
Do you have intense feelings of inadequacy and helplessness?
Do you often get stuck on the details while missing the larger picture?
Are you very concerned with your appearance and how others perceive you?
Do others accuse you of being rigid or stubborn?
Do you have a hard time throwing things away, even if they are old and worn out?
Do you engage in any obsessive or compulsive behavior?
Were your parents cold and distant or treated you negatively when you were growing up?
And this is what I got on it ... (I put links about the disorders right next to them)
Paranoid: Moderate - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/paranoid.html
Schizoid: Low - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizoid.html
Schizotypal: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/schizotypal.html
Antisocial: High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/antisocial.html
Borderline: Very High -
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/borderline.html
Histrionic: Low - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/histrionic.html
Narcissistic: Moderate -
http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html
Avoidant: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/avoidant.html
Dependent: Very High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/dependent.html
Obsessive-Compulsive: High - http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/ocd.html
Is it even possible to have this many issues? With some of them being very contradictory to the others? Obviously this isn't a set in stone disagnosis, but it's the chances that I have these issues. Maybe I'm just be a hypochondriac ... as always. I just want to talk to a professional about it. To figure out if I really DO have any of these disorders. I don't know. I'm probably just being paranoid about it.
Anyways ... that's all. I think you peoples should take the test. You know, check to make sure it's not just me who gets all these.
Hearts! <3
-Ivy
Bucket List ... I almost spelled bucket wrong -_- I feel smart
I used to have a bucket list, but unfortunately it was on my computer before it crashed so unfortunately is got deleted off my hard drive. For those of you who don't know what a bucket list is
It is a list of things you want to do before you die. Plain and simple.
Anyways, my original had over 100 things on it
But obviously I'm not going to sit here and try to recreate it word for word
That takes to much work
And I'm a very lazy person
So ... no
Anyways ... here we go :D
Plus signs + mean that it's been completed
1. Go to all 7 continents (Antartica isn't completely necessary - but that'd be awesome)
2. Dance in the rain +
3. First kiss +
4. Visit John Lennon's grave
5. Meet Gerard Way (and the rest of MCR)
6. Get a signature from each member of MCR - (I've gotten one)
7. Keep a boyfriend for more than two months (Apparently this is impossible for me -_-)
8. Meet Paul McCartney
9. Meet Ringo Starr
10. Visit George Harrison's grave
11. Get a book published
12. Become a better photographer
13. Celebrate the New Year in New York
14. Go to an Irish Pub (actually in Ireland. Not some poser American one)
15. Punch Justin Bieber in his pretty boy face (I would also settle for throwing something at him. Preferably something large ... and he thought he was the new Kurt Cobain ... something is wrong with that child. And yes, I realize he's older than me)
16. Make an independent album
17. Start a band (I have ... but they we never actually got together and practiced or wrote any songs)
18. Get the courage to tell certain people how I really feel about them (I'm not going to list them, because I don't know if they read this or not. I'll settle listing them this way - MO, MA, TE, EM, DA, HE, MI)
19. Drink wine in Italy (obviously when I'm over 21. Geez, you guys always think the worst of me)
20. Get over my (irrational) fear of heights
21. Win a contest ... I don't care for what, just win something
22. Get over my trust issues
23. Do something for charity
24. World record for something
25. Become a dictator xD jk, just wanted to make sure you were paying attention
25. (the real one) Tell someone how I truly, honestly feel instead of making up some bat-shit lie about it
And I'm going to stop there. Because if I continued I'd have to do at least 25 more (I have to stop at certain intervals. Not just random numbers ... I think I'm a bit OCD)
It is a list of things you want to do before you die. Plain and simple.
Anyways, my original had over 100 things on it
But obviously I'm not going to sit here and try to recreate it word for word
That takes to much work
And I'm a very lazy person
So ... no
Anyways ... here we go :D
Plus signs + mean that it's been completed
1. Go to all 7 continents (Antartica isn't completely necessary - but that'd be awesome)
2. Dance in the rain +
3. First kiss +
4. Visit John Lennon's grave
5. Meet Gerard Way (and the rest of MCR)
6. Get a signature from each member of MCR - (I've gotten one)
7. Keep a boyfriend for more than two months (Apparently this is impossible for me -_-)
8. Meet Paul McCartney
9. Meet Ringo Starr
10. Visit George Harrison's grave
11. Get a book published
12. Become a better photographer
13. Celebrate the New Year in New York
14. Go to an Irish Pub (actually in Ireland. Not some poser American one)
15. Punch Justin Bieber in his pretty boy face (I would also settle for throwing something at him. Preferably something large ... and he thought he was the new Kurt Cobain ... something is wrong with that child. And yes, I realize he's older than me)
16. Make an independent album
17. Start a band (I have ... but they we never actually got together and practiced or wrote any songs)
18. Get the courage to tell certain people how I really feel about them (I'm not going to list them, because I don't know if they read this or not. I'll settle listing them this way - MO, MA, TE, EM, DA, HE, MI)
19. Drink wine in Italy (obviously when I'm over 21. Geez, you guys always think the worst of me)
20. Get over my (irrational) fear of heights
21. Win a contest ... I don't care for what, just win something
22. Get over my trust issues
23. Do something for charity
24. World record for something
25. Become a dictator xD jk, just wanted to make sure you were paying attention
25. (the real one) Tell someone how I truly, honestly feel instead of making up some bat-shit lie about it
And I'm going to stop there. Because if I continued I'd have to do at least 25 more (I have to stop at certain intervals. Not just random numbers ... I think I'm a bit OCD)
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Because I'm bored here's day 2-
Day 2 - A photo that makes you happy
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That's right. Seattle. I am a Washingtonian and very proud of it. And I'm not some lame poser Washingtonian from Eastern Washington (where it's not even rainy ... they can hardly say they're from Washington). Haha, just kidding, Eastern Washington is also really cool. But yeah, Pike Place, Broadway (yes, we have a broadway too), the Space Needle, etc. etc. it's awesome and I love it and if you badmouth Washington/Seattle I will personally punch you in the face.
Now onto the next thing :D
Day 6 - Your favorite quote in your handwriting
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If your one of those weirdos who can't read cursive, it says "Laugh your heart out, dance in the rain, cherish the moment, ignore the pain, live, laugh, love, forgive and forget, life's too short to live in regret" But I also like "Perfect girl's aren't real, real girls aren't perfect"
Day 7 - Something you love
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So this is a picture of the waves on the beach in Seaside (Oregon). Not the best time of my life, but I don't have pictures from that. Well I do, but it's the birth of my baby sister and I don't know how her parents would feel about me putting up pictures of her so ... yeah. My second would be the MCR concert I went to in April, but I don't have pics from that, so that's also not an option -_-
Day 9 - A talent of yours
Well ... I don't really have any talents. I've been told I can sing well but I can't really put that up - I've also been told I'm good at writing but again ... I don't know how to put that up here.
Day 10 - Your bedroom (In it's current state)
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I <3 this picture so much xD so funneh
Day 3 - Favorite book that you own
I FREAKING LOVE THE HUNGER GAMES!!!!!!! Rue is my favorite! It's so sad when that one thing happens (And you thought I was going to give it away to the stupid people who haven't read it). I can't believe I put off reading this for so long. I freaking love this book. And I don't care what anyone says, I'm team Gale all the way (It's no longer team Edward of Jacob ... screw Twilight). Peeta sucks monkey cock. No real man bakes bread for a living. Come on Katniss, Gale is the one for you. (Exuse my awkward rants into a fantasy world .... I kinda tend to get carried away)
Day 4 - A picture of yourself 10 years ago
Well seeing as I don't have any from when I was 4, you'll have to settle with seeing me last year :D
I have a thing for hats if you haven't noticed haha. Yepp, this was at a concert, outdoors. My fashion sense is pretty bipolar. I was all hippie-d out that day. Other days I'll be all emo-y ... And this is why I'm called a poser -_- It's not my fault I can't make up my mind
Day 5 - A place that makes you happy
Now onto the next thing :D
Day 6 - Your favorite quote in your handwriting
Day 7 - Something you love
Friendship is what I was trying to get at here. I love my friends - but I don't feel like putting up pictures of them because I don't want anyone to get pissed at me for that
Day 8 - A picture of the best moment of your life
Day 9 - A talent of yours
Well ... I don't really have any talents. I've been told I can sing well but I can't really put that up - I've also been told I'm good at writing but again ... I don't know how to put that up here.
Day 10 - Your bedroom (In it's current state)
Yeah ... I have a messy room. I will admit that. it's actually better than normal. Oh, and yes, those are sticky notes on the wall just in case you were wondering :D
Day 11 - Your favorite food
Well, my favorite food is pasta chiche, but I can't find any pictures of it online and I am NOT going to make some. Too much work. And it's too late. If your wondering, it is garbonzo beans, noodles, and oil - my mom makes it with clams in it too. It's really nummy
Well I'm bored with this now SOOOOO bye peoples - I'm gonna do something else :D
HEARTS! <3 xD
100 Day Photo Challenge - Day 1
Yes, 100 - I'm sure everyone is familiar with the 50 day photo challenge
Well screw that
I'm a rebel xD
So I found the 100 day photo challenge
And THAT is what I'm doing
So here is Day 1 - A picture of yourself taken the first day of the challenge
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I look smexy in my fedora xD
Don't deny it
Anyways ... That's day numero uno
Well screw that
I'm a rebel xD
So I found the 100 day photo challenge
And THAT is what I'm doing
So here is Day 1 - A picture of yourself taken the first day of the challenge
Don't deny it
Anyways ... That's day numero uno
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