So here's a random playlist so I don't get to ... annoying
And yes, it does have significant value, but that is a secret
So *hush hush*
Run - Snow Patrol
Hey there Delilah - Plain White T's
Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap
Wreck of the Day - Anna Nalick
Cath - Death Cab fo Cutie
Is there a Ghost - Band of Horses
The Funeral - Band of Horses
Piano Man - Billy Joel
What if We Could - Blue October
She's my Ride Home - Blue October
Give me a Sign - Breaking Benjamin
Into the Nothing - Breaking Benjamin
Yellow - Coldplay
Speed of sound - Coldplay
Let go - Frou Frou
Use Somebody - Kings of Leon
Thistle & Weeds - Mumford & Sons
The End. - My Chemical Romance
This is how I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Sleep - My Chemical Romance
Demolition Lovers - My Chemical Romance
Desert Song - My Chemical Romance
Scars - Papa Roach
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Landslide - Stevie Nicks
Stand in the Rain - (S)uperchick
You know when you listen to a song
And it just seems to fit your current emotion and thought process
So. Perfectly. ?
Yeah, What if we Could by Blue October came on and I kept thinking
Exactly, completely, indefinitely.
And just because I'm a nut for lyrics, here are the lyrics to it :D
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
2, 3, 4...
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
What if we could?
Where would we go?
If it felt right
Would you want me to know
I would meet you
Would you meet me
It's like a last chance
For a first dance
You're a sunrise
Can't somehow exist
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I'm glad to say that we've met
But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't
On our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star
A superstar in my eyes
In my eyes
Look in my eyes
Just look in my eyes
My eyes
My eyes!!!
What if we could
Put our lives on
Hold and meet some
Where inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
On a park bench
On a skyscrape
On a mountain
Oh yeah, whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
God I would
God I would
I would meet you
Would you meet me
I would meet you
I would meet you
I would meet you
And this song is just because it is ...
It's so perfect
And it makes me so sad for ... reasons
But I love it for ... reasons
Actually, there's only one reason. And it's the same reason
This song actually kind of fits well with What if We Could
Which I think is pretty awesome
So ... here are the lyrics to Run by Snow Patrol
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want's to find an easy way
To get out of our little heads
Hush Hush my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
To be completely honest ... I never thought I'd cry about a guy.
This is why I've always distanced myself
Why is it not a surprise that as soon as I let my guard down
It comes back to bite me?
*Exuse my French* I fucking hate cliches
But that's really all it was I guess
-_- I thought I was done complaining about this, but I guess not
I know. I suck. I'm very aware of my major suckage at the moment
I'll get out of this soon
I'll move on and stop being such a cliche
And stop being such a girl
I really thought that we would actually be able to make it work
Obviously I was wrong
"To be completely honest ... I never thought I'd cry about a guy.
ReplyDeleteThis is why I've always distanced myself
Why is it not a surprise that as soon as I let my guard down
It comes back to bite me?"
This. ^^
I completely agree with that. That same thing recently happened to me the beginning of this month. It sucks, I know. And a lot of songs are out there that fit the situation perfect...just try your best to avoid those...it's hard I know. But soon, you'll be over him not completely but mostly, and have fun! There's more guys out there, don't dwell on the past longer than you need to :)
And don't put yourself down, and being a girl is okay xD Things happen and having a relationship end hurts. Bad. But you're still young, so you have more opportunities out there ^^ And remember, writing your feelings down such as in a blog or a private journal or what not really does help. It helped me. Don't think you're being annoying, because everyone goes through the same thing at one point or so in their lives :)
~KayKay
Thanks. That comment really helped. I'm aware there are many, many, many, MANY heart broken songs and stuff (I'm not heart broken. I'm just sad. lol). A big reason why it sucks is cause I'm still friends with him. And I'm the one who broke up with him - I'm not one of those girls who just says that, due to the situation I had to do it (due to distance, not something like him cheating or whatever).
ReplyDeleteAnd I realize that it's not annoying I complain all the time. I just feel that the only time I write is when I'm in a bad mood or something big happens, and I know that isn't what people would always like to read.